It is 12.30 am in Brisbane and 10.30 pm in Malaysia. I hope she is deep in her sleep now. Just finished my exams this morning, i had a chill throughout the rest of the days as reality started to hit me that i will not be seeing her for months. However, i promised that i will see her soon, maybe in September. My main goal now, here, is to workout hard and study hard. Save enough money to visit her, there in Brisbane. It is just two days and it felt to me like it has been two years. Time is moving slowly than expected but i believe my answer to my prayers for her well-being is answered by God.
I was shocked when she called me a few hours ago telling me how sad she was and how she missed home. She broke down over the phone and i was trying my best to cheer her up. My heart shattered when i heard her cry over the phone. She was telling me how much she miss her family, friends and dogs. I felt so sad and pity for her but as our conversation flows, i prayed deeply in my heart that God will give her the strength and courage to continue her life there.
To be honest, i wished she would come back here to study but it is a quite impossible wish to fulfill. As time pass by, i managed to slowly calm her down and make her to go to sleep. I pray that she will be strong in Brisbane. My feelings for her grew stronger everyday and i miss her like crazy. Nevertheless, i prayed and became closer to God as i need the strength and motivation to push through life.
She will be going to the city tomorrow and i hope she will be safe and have lots of fun. :(
I was shocked when she called me a few hours ago telling me how sad she was and how she missed home. She broke down over the phone and i was trying my best to cheer her up. My heart shattered when i heard her cry over the phone. She was telling me how much she miss her family, friends and dogs. I felt so sad and pity for her but as our conversation flows, i prayed deeply in my heart that God will give her the strength and courage to continue her life there.
To be honest, i wished she would come back here to study but it is a quite impossible wish to fulfill. As time pass by, i managed to slowly calm her down and make her to go to sleep. I pray that she will be strong in Brisbane. My feelings for her grew stronger everyday and i miss her like crazy. Nevertheless, i prayed and became closer to God as i need the strength and motivation to push through life.
She will be going to the city tomorrow and i hope she will be safe and have lots of fun. :(
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